twenty-six

dear to whom it may concern,

it’s been awhile since my last letter. the holidays came upon us and it’s always a whirlwind of a time. now it’s mid-february and there is no more excuses for my laziness or busyness to write.

at the moment, i feel like emotions are simultaneously vying for my affection to see which one conquers the most of me. the feeling of excitement with new endeavors, the feeling of love and warmth because i am surrounded by it and of course, feelings of failure and digust at the lack of personal motivations not yet completed. i won’t leave it here though, with the sense of pessimism and negativity. it always needs to be onward and forward no matter what, taking what good and wonderful that has been given to me, that has been so generously given to me in life.

ava

~ by ada on Saturday, February 23, 2008.